> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Sunday, July 26, 2009~~

2:53 AM

i've moved to http://hithriue.livejournal.com. relink me.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, June 08, 2009~~

9:27 PM

annyeonghase...YO!

how u guyz doing? i'm fine alhamdulillah..i'm sorie for not updating much..same reason as alwaez..i swear this post gonna be lonnnggg..coz many interesting things happened lately..hahax..so i'll try to make it in point forms..n to those ppl out there waiting for my latest post, i'll dedicate this post to y'all!

Fridae 29 May 09(ceyyzz..feel like writing a diary)

it was Circuit Analysis UT n i noe i flunk the paper..mainly becoz i dunno wat i'm doing coz it's totally different from wat i've been cracking up my head for weeks to study tat module..yet it's very disappointing! *slap my face* huhu..it hurtz
after tat got training..we've practiced our songs for the Arts Festival performance..blablabla..n while waiting for the momentum to start at 8pm, we ate for awhile after my sis came

Momentum was fun..especially i love St. Joseph's(i tink tat's the school) dance..like soo cool n uniform..n got to noe tat my cuzzie also performing for her skool Teck Whye Sec..hahax..after tat rushed to nearest bench to write my rj! lol..coz it ended up quite late so yea..

Saturdae 30 May 09
wen for fan meeting!!! woohhoo..watched Dance! Subaru movie with cassies since DBSK was featured in the movie..very fun!! wen there with Kenz n Sis(Naqiah)..we got goodie bag each n inside was full of dbsk stuffs..like it! tanx to SKITH..i got 'BOLERO' cookie n free posters..wootss..

during the movie the part where DBSK appear..the whole cinema were full of fan girl screaming..like totally conquered the place! hahax..here's some clip taken by Kenz..

crazy huh? lol..tat'z us!

Sundae 31 May 09

wen to watch Pesta Lestari Seni III at Marsilling CC wif my aunts..dunno y but i've just wanted to waste sumtime before meeting Syazm..the show was cool especially the Indonesian performance..den straight after the show, wen to meet Syazm at Lot1..took pixz on top of the roof..

Mondae 1 June 09

got last training before the performance day..after training wen crazy wif sum juniorz n we made video clipz..lol..very funny n we all had fun!

Tuesdae 2 June 09 (start of GNK camp)

reached Gamelan room very late..den Fatin n me conducted gamez as wat we've planned..although it's kinda lame but hey! atliz we've tried to make it livelier..den off we wen to perform..it waz nerve wrecking especially Udan Mas whereby i've played the bonang..but it waz a successful one! everyone enjoyed it n wen back to skool to have our dinner n sleepz...

i'm quite shocked becoz they saed tat they got partition BUT they only put scotch tape in the middle of the hall n they called tat partition?! HELLO! wake up ppl..tanx to them i had to sleep with my tudong on..wth! imagine wif 5 oder IGs sleeping in the same hall..one werd-S.T.U.P.I.D..k move on..

Ramizah,Fadh n me prayed at 2nd level..hahax..luckily not many ppl passed by there..

Wednesdae 3 June 09

got workshop wif Pak Mid n Kang Atung..woohoo~ finally got to play the real gendang..n guess wat,wif the sore throat i got...i'm in vocalist team..hahax..

at night,we played the guess-who-iz-it..we gave dem characterz n they need to play tat role..hahax..waz fun..i can still remember the Shakira,Cik Leh n abg rocker
but they sabo-ed us n gave me n Fatin a character to play..i'm ustazah n she be Hayley..the funny thing is tat they laughed soo hard but i dun quite got wat they're laughing at..well,i guess my acting was good?? hahax..

Thursdae 4 June 09 (laz dae of camp)

workshop again wif Pak Mid..waz fun n den split dem into groupz n let dem compose their own songz..hahax..sharing session waz de part wer they perform again n shown their talentz..quite impressive..lol...evryone were practicing even after the official camp time ended..hahax..kak Hawa seriously die2 wanna get sekaran 7 rite! hahax.. n me being bonang-er need to interlock wif her.. -_-"
finally got to play violin! but struggling..twinkle2 lil star song..it'z really hard to noe the notez..hahax..look at my eyez ppl..lol

Saturdae 6 June 09

wen to workshop at mosque in the morning..even though been forced to however i've enjoyed being der..hahax..
felt boring..me n my sis decided to watch a movie..at ferst thought of watching Angels n Demons..but den there'z no showing of tat movie on tat dae at Eng Wah Cinema..so at laz we watched Drag Me To Hell..was fun n full of suspense..in the theatre were havoc..hahax..

Sundae 7 June 09

wen to Fatin's brother wedding at Bishan..wen wif Nabilah n Said..hahax..we were lost until nowhere..we alighted in front of RI n like damn..wer'z this place? hahax..took photo of it..
finally wen we arrived at the place..got to eat a lot of food..i've been longing for nasi minyak coz i've not been to any weddingz for agez..hahax..Said sang Mungkir Bahagia..woa..can really pass thru Singapore Idol..den met Rasydan there..n off we go..

guess that'z it from me..i'm off

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, March 06, 2009~~

10:41 PM

wee~! i'm back for more updates..hahax..ok diz week seriously was hectic becoz i got performancez, workshopz, trainingz n outingz..soo damn tired..

so yesterday i wen out with my mother to IMM after maghrib..all the way she was ranting bout her frustrated life n i juz listened to her..i 'sacrificed' myself to be a place of destressing but i dun mind..afterall, i understand how she feelz n pity her..luckily got me *ehem*..LOL..so afterwardz, we wen Banquet to eat (OBVIOUSLY! duhh!) den shopped for abit..i bought a new pair of shoez at Bata *woots*..finally i can wear sumting else other than my blue shoez *hmmph* -_-"..since it soaked many timez before..so kinda worn out..oh! in that shop, a not-bad-looking-guy served us n i was soo paiseyy becoz we kept asking for a new size n he waz going back n forth to the store..finally, when the shoez waz ok..he asked me to walk(2nd paiseyy) n asked me "tak besar ke?"(3rd paiseyy)..i've lost werdz for a moment n he recommended to put my ugly sole(4th paiseyy) n so it fitz..:)

after that, wen to buy for Huda's new clothes n baby-carrier..on our way home, my moder kept talking bout the Bata guy..n the funny thing waz that my moder imagined Anuar Zain to be her son-in-law!! hahax..that waz soo impossible can..even though it'z my elder sis..but juz can't werk out lik soo out!

den juz now wen to Cik Nani's house at Punggol with my makcikz, my moder n Huda..soo tired really..plus it's soo far..but atliz i got to take a nap at the living room..hahax..

let's juz recap of wat happened diz week:

Mondae-got performancez at Asian Cultural Museum for New York University graduation ceremony..it waz a great experience! we ate buffet for dinner n share lame joxez..hahax..den cam-whore before heading back to our homez..

Tuesdae n Thursdae- got different workshopz..one for management n the other for production..we have to report our attendancez by 9 am!! soo early in the morning..n u noe i'm not a morning person..T_T after that jamming at Gamelan Room..really had fun..hahax..sempatz karaoke nasyid with Sella..lol*missing nasyid moment*

Wednesdae-got training n we learn new piece of song..after that stayed back for awhile to complete our 'workshop assignment'..that'z all..i'll end with photos taken at ACM n after that..

eating mango puff..yummy!

k aswat extra..

fadh2 smangatz pose..

at the stairz..all performerz

takder keje!

i like diz photo! i'm off..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, February 28, 2009~~

3:44 AM

hi ppl of the Earth!
sorie for not updating it for quite sumtimez..LAZY, tat'z the werd which is most suitable reason for it. i read back my post n it's quite funny becoz i would ferst apologize to the readerz..n even still now i do..ok so..wat am i going to write ferst? nvm..ofcoz i'm going to talk about interesting eventz in my life..

for the past few weekz, i've been practicing Gamelan with GNK (duh!) n going to perform diz cuming mondae!! soo fast..i'm going to be in-charge of the logistics *damnationz*..but alhamdulillah managed to memorize the notez..hahax..

so i've started to continue tutoring kidz..gosh! i can't remember my primary science n it troubles me alot of time..well mainly becoz i need to be knowledgable before i can educate anyone but then the questions mostly were BIOLOGY n i didn't learn that..wth..wateva it iz..i'll try my best to make logic out of it..n the hell still continues becoz the kidz now having CA1..haiz

currently, i'm waiting for Ry to be free so tat i can finish up my practical riding wif her..n eventually wen i've passed my Riding Theory Evaluation(RTE) after took 4 times n failed, i still need to retake it becoz of my Riding Theory Test(RTT)..T_T

other than tat, during my nite time..i've watched jdramaz..like marathon..n ohh~ i tink diz iz also one of the reasonz i'm not updating much..i mizz everyone~~

now, i'm addicted to insomnia song by Craig David..gosh! tanx to halame'z blog for making me addicted to it..even i searched on utube for it'z dance cover n i found diz..i tink it'z the best choreo i've seen soo far for the song..juz spend 58 secondz from ur time..

how waz it? very sleek rite? wish i could dance like tat..ok, i'll update more later..i'm off

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, February 02, 2009~~

12:22 AM

well2 people..how u guyz been doing in life? btw i'll try my bez to update atliz once a week..so here'z this week activitiez..

mondae waz Chinese New Year celebration..ofcoz i went for visiting since my father's siblings are not all muslims..hahax..so i got hang baos from both my grandmaz..n also uncles n aunties..tanx! hahax..been waiting for money to cum..kidding3..lol..so i dressed up like Indonz with my clothez outside..u'll noe wen u see the pix later..this time not many houses i went coz some of my auntz went for trip..so yea..

tanx for my sis for the 'wonderful' idea..look wat i'm wearing!

on wednesdae, i went for IG meeting at esplanade library, wic at ferst waz suppossed to be at starbucks..only 6 people were there including me..so after settled all the thingz we need to, we headed up to Popeye near Singapore Flyer..posed like crazy at nearby park..hahax..

me n Fatin at park under Singapore Flyer

ok..same pix only tat i smiled properly..hahax

then juz now, went IMM n shopping..i bought new hoodie n a formal top for my PP..gosh! i'm soo worried bout PP even though haven't 2nd yr yet..but there'z no harm to prepare early rite? hahax..the rest of the daez, just rotten myself at home n watched alot n i min ALOT of movies n dramas..i'm crazy!! hahax..

so i got a story to tell evryone..it's up to individual to believe it or not..hahax..but this is TRUE, i'm not kidding!! a nearly death experience for the ferst time ever in my life!! it happened on 22nd January 09, thursdae..so here it goes..

I had fun talking with Muzalifah throughout the day and was recommending her nice songs during breakouts and we've watched horror movie after class, 1 missed call 2 but this is Japanese version. Then, half-way watching, we're going back home. Finally, I got to walk with my old friends from my secondary school and we talked about a lot of things mainly about new RP system which is going to adopt next semester. To be honest, I like the old system better than the new ones.

I took bus to head home as usual and found out myself was in boon lay interchange when I woke up. Gosh! I overslept again. Furthermore, the air-cons were so weak that I felt myself sweat a little. I joined the queues to take the next trip of 187 back to my home. But the bus was too late and I'm tired of standing, facing towards the scotching sun. Suddenly, I can't take it anymore and I felt my body temperature rose from the normal and it reached the peak. The bus came
and while walking, holding everything in before I aboard the bus, my eyes started to go blank and I can't see where I'm going even though I've opened my eyes.My mind was all blacks and the other minute I found myself trembling like drunkard person. Luckily, someone helped me and asked whether I was okay. After that, my vision started to show the world that I've been blinded for a few minutes and I'm grateful.Really I felt that was my last moment I'm living on earth and the air-con this time helped to lower down my temperature. I called my brother to fetch me on the bus stop because I'm afraid that I might faint on my way home. That was really a scary near-death experience ever and was my first time blackout for a long period of time. ok tat'z all..i'm off..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, January 25, 2009~~

10:00 PM

*cough2* this blog full of webz..

ok so guyz..sorie for not updating this blog for almost a year!! LOL..horrible me *slaps*

time really fliez soo fast n now i'm enjoying my holidaez for 2 n half monthz..i'll mizz E35A n all the timez we had fun together..gosh! hope everyone will still recognize me next sem..

so i've been busy myself for many things..like going for gamelan trainingz, taking up riding lessonz n school stuffs..i kept skipping my classes for the last two weekz of school..dunno y but juz felt lack of motivationz..hahax..but managed to come for the very last dae on friday..only a group survived!! but wateva it is..still will be missing all of u! tat dae also celebrated senior farewell party for the 3rd year GNK members..soo sad..wat's more, i hate the fact that i'll be someone in-charge of eventz management..geez..i've got many to worry about for my 2nd year!! PP is haunting me..for those who dunno, it's Professional Profiling which u need to do research n poster presentationz..

so let's recap wat happened recently(as far as i can remember):

celebrated Ustaz Alaina's bdae
went out with Fusionzz n halemzz
watched one missed call with Muz in class
karaoke-ing with Betty,Shidah,Fatin n Hazel on the last dae of school
cam-whore with GNK members

yeah..tat's all i can remember..hahax..i'll end with photos..to everyone, HaPpY cHiNeSe NeW yEaR n happy holidaez..take care..

self-cam..hahax

GNK memberz..me, Fatin,Su n Atiyah..

E35A is luv..not all girls are here..

y r u closing ur eyez MUZ!!?!

crazy momentz with crazy ppl..hahax..Ralph,Weiting,Ron,Joann n me..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, June 21, 2008~~

12:31 AM

HaPpY 21sT bDaE tO rYeOwOoK oPpA~!! sArAnGhEyO..

I hope you will have lotz n lotz of goodlux in life..i'll support u no matter wat happen..HWAITING!!

n ofcoz to HaLaMe also..may god bless u my fren!

to MICKY Oppa~!! HaPpY bElAtEd BdAe..

btw, i'm soo sorie for not updating diz muc even though i use my lappie everydae..alwaez busy wif sumting..so, JUNE holidae was great but sadly juz 2 weekz..GOSH!! soo fast time had passed n skool started again..during tat holidae, i wen to Leadership Camp at Nur Lembah Lenggong(not a gal name) in Perak! more stories http://www.dreamynadiah.blogspot.com/ lazy to update about it..coz soo many tingz to tell..hahax..den few daez later got GEN2..juz like amazing race n alhamdulillah it wen smoothly..ok..so, latest event will be MYSPEX..can u guys believe it actually i've participated in netball competition?! i dun favor netball ok (sorie for those who LOVE netball)..

i've been tagged by Fadel..(tanx yo!)..njoy reading!

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next, list 10 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?►friends...

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

►yeah..who didn't?

3. What happened at 10.00am today?

►did the worksheet about Prolific Carbon

4. When did you last cry?

►when i heard about the Dream Concert how the Fanboys did..T_T

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

►slice of bread is my favourite thing to eat with peanut butter..☺

6. What do you want in your life right now?

►i wan to haf better gradez for all modulez n get a riding license!!

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

►can vein considered as hood? hahax..usually carry an umbrella but seldom use it.

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

►of course MY PILLOWZ!!

9. What bottom are you wearing now?

►blue shirt & pants also white vein..

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?

►"Dear ALLAH,The lady reading this is beautiful,classy,strong & i love her.Help her live her life to the fullest.Please promote her and cause her 2 excel above expectations.Help her 2 shine in darkest places and love where it is impossible 2 love.Send 2 all the ladies u love.I just did..!☺"

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

►who would..? DUH!!*rolling the eyes*

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

►yupz..my sister's slipper

13. What was the last movie you caught?

►Hana Yori Dango & Absolute Boyfriend!!! weee..

14. What are you proud of?

►i'm proud to be a Muslimah!!

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

►"Friendship is one of the hardest thing to keep cause somewhere in the middle new friends may come but dont worry i'll keep you in my heart even if someone new comes into my life.Gd Night!"-2 Jun 07

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

►Replay by SHINee..♫nuna nomu yehpuhsuh♫

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?

►Wahedz,Wookheedah,waHYDah,UnIkAnA,hitriue...

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?

►"akunyer comp stuck..nanti nak gi IThelpdesk" from Bedz

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

►at around 2 +am..

20.Are you currently happy?

►YEAH..quite happy!

21. Who gives you best advice?

►my mum..

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

►nope..-_-"

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

►NO ONE!

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

►YUPZ..my leg coz it itchy now!

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

►GAYATHRI saed CHINGTENG wen it was supposed to be CHING-CHING!! *rofl*

26. Do you wear toe socks?

►nahh..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

►my sister..

28. Have you ever wished to be someone else? who?

►yupz...FAIZ becoz he's gifted!

29. What annoys you most in a person?

►someone who doesn't respect others..

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

►ofcoz! DUHH *rolling the eyez*

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

►never..

32. What colour is your room?

►Dark pink,pink and white..

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

►if only killing is not a crime, i would do it even for FREE!! hahax..

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?

►hmmzz..half believe half don't becoz talking is cheap as we don't need to pay price just to talk..however,talk also can influence people's mind so it is an "expensive" actions..nvm..u wouldn't understand..

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?

►me..xP

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

►can't remember..*STML attacks*

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

►yupz..my sis saw me kissed my parents' hands..u didn't mean kisssed mouth to mouth rite..?

38. Do you have a life?

►wat question is diz? i'm still living a life according to what has destined for me..

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?

►yupz..hahax..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

►diz song alwaez makez me wanna cry..dunno y..pluz it is a nice song..dun u tink?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

►i can't see clearly coz not enuff lightz..juz saw in de dark..so can't recognize who..LOL

42. Last time you smiled?

►NOW!

43. Have you changed this year?

►dunno..dun tink so..

44. What are you listening to right now?

►Arirang songz..it'z de moz popular Korean Folk song..

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?

►nope..no one to talk to TT_TT

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

►open..easiest question!

47. Is there a quote you live by?

►"aku akan bersabar sehingga sabar tidak sabar denganku!"

48. Do you want someone you can't have?

►hmmzz..not at de moment!

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

►yupz..who doesn't?

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?

►nothing..

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

►slept in de buz..

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

►quite contented coz i'm surrounded by lovable people..

53. What song describe your love life?

►'you are the one' by Super Junior..

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

►no..

55. Who always makes you laugh?

►ALL especially now,it'z GAYA n BEDZ[not de bed]..

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

►yupz..y?

57. Are you blond?

►no..i'm not an Eurasian..not even dare tink bout dying hair!

58. Whats your middle name?

►Nurul..

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

►going to skool as usual..

60. What do you think you are like?

►i'm like skeleton..

61. Who will you choose to die with?

►my loved ones..

62.Where have you been today?

►skool n grandma's houze..

63. What game do you play often?

►i don't play any gamez tat often..

64. Who are you missing right now?

►S507..

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?

►dependz..wat kind of fren is he/she?..wat kind of lover? eternal lover?

66. What are you doing right now?

►typing..DUHH! *rolling de eyez*

67. Which primary school are you from?

►Irsyad..

68. What are 3 colours you love?

►Blax, white n blue..

69. What are you longing for?

►go to Japan or Korea..

70. What is life to you?

►life is a particular aspect of existence.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

►pray to Allah..

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

►Gayathri

73. Which model of phone do you use?

►W850i

74. Which month are you born in?

►JULY..it'z here!!

75. How are you feeling right now?

►tired n sleepy..wen diz will finished?

76. What is the time now?

►1.19 am

77. Where are you now?

►in my room on de bed..

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?

►i dun dye hair..referz to q.57 bek..

79. Why are you doing this test?

►coz been tagged by Fadel..

80. What do you do when you're moody?

►sing any songz tat can make me happy or remember funny momentz..

81. At which age you wish to get marry?

►ranging 25-29 yearz old

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?

►frenz..

83. Do you think you have enough confident?

►not enuff yet..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

►myself..

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

►yupz..do u?

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

►i wanna die n go to heaven..

87. What is your goal for this year?

►pass my english n do well to graduate..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

►OMG! yupz..

89. What feeling do you love most?

►feeling relax n calm..

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

►yupz..so ppl, dun pollute de air aitez?!

91. What feeling you hate the most?

►giving up..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

►yupz..

93. Do you believe in God?

►yupz..referz to q.88..

94. Who cares for you the most?

►my GOD..

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

►my heart..

96.What'll you bring when you fight?

►bring myself to challenge..

97. Who always makes you happy?

►almoz evryone..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

►ofcoz sad!

99. What if your stead two-timed you?

►break up wif him..

100. Who always gets your back?

►Allah n family..

Will you ever notice me...